When was the last post? I know, half a year ago. I’m always
ready to speak my mind and share about important events through this blog but
things happened- my mood not always at its best to do that. It is mainly
because my laptop spoilt and in ‘beyond economic repair’ condition. In
addition, I terminated Unifi services since I moved to Klang. Telekom Malaysia doesn’t
provide their services within my compound. Not even Streamyx. Anyway, this is
the best time to experiment my life while living in limited resources
All happened at once- Major car breakdown (cost me ~RM10, 000),
bought a house and renovations (of course it wasn’t a little expenses), house
refurbish (it was an abandoned unit). My wife was at the early stage of
pregnancy (morning sickness and cysts operation). You can imagine how a bunch
of money flowing out from my pocket.
It seems all of the carefully constructed walls I’d built
around myself collapsed overnight. I was left as exposed and vulnerable as a
turtle without a shell. But hey, what done, is done. So, I just use whatever
existing resources I have to reconstruct the wall. And of course, writing down
my thoughts and feelings was the key to more than the therapeutic progress. First
things first.
Later I found, really, this is normal. Every event went off as
what it supposed to be. My wife quit from her job, but she can focus on the
kid(s) more. I don’t have to worry about baby sitter services and the monthly
payment too. It is not everything we owned is a ‘forever liability’. I must
expect that.
After months, there are still a lot of things for me to look
over. But I surely fix them accordingly. No matter how hard my time was, there was always a way out. This is a brief note from Him to His every servant. Allah has given so much to you and me.
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