For three days, my beloved wife and daughter away to Perlis, attending her grandfather's funeral. Nothing much I can do since this month would be a half-month working days for me. Raya holiday, annual leaves and public holidays. Taking more leaves is somehow inconvenience for me.
Sitting alone at home drives me to think about what I've went through. Nothing much, but so significant. Few questions bombarded onto my head. This is how I diagnose my morality and helps me to do better decisions in future. I categorized them into the paradox of my life.
1. I've learned how to make a living but not a life.
2. I've done larger things but not better things.
3. I planned more but accomplished less.
4. I've more knowledge but less judgement.
5. Stay up too late, wake up so tired.
6. Entertainment too much and pray too seldom.
Of course I have my own elaboration on each. In fact, I was thinking of more paradoxes excluding above. I realized that life is just went wrong and I believed I still have chance to put them to where they're belong. Keep praying.
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