Once in awhile, I make time for my old good friends. Called them and ask how's life treating them? Last few days, I called a friend who lives 400 km away from where I'm staying. We never met for years but catching up each other randomly.
In the middle of the conversation, I told him how's my life going. "Look at yourself, you got what you want. Stable life though". He envied me for a lot of reasons. Mainly because, he keeps comparing of what I have, and what he doesn't!
Well, just like him, I envied of other people's lives too. But it doesn't make me feel bad. I've achieved the typical things just like the other average 30's people had. Landed house, wife, kids, and cushy job. My life is good, but I never feel secure. Day by day, I'm thinking can't it be better? I can't think of what I'm doing for the next 5 years! There's no milestone has been set.
Thus, this is one of the reasons why I have this blog. To make the scattered thoughts more structural. Think straight and make direction while writing. It's not always works, but it kills 2 birds with one stone.
The ~2 months lock down changes my life insignificantly. When everything back to its operation, I just continue what I was doing. The only different is, I keep bugging myself to develop more, and how to be the best version of myself?
I have a lot of push factors yet, I'm not moving a bit. I need to change. Be it by day, month, or year, I'm gonna do something from good to better!
